i’m not ashamed or embarrassed by my actions - ever, really - but i often look back and tell myself that i cannot keep making the same missteps in the future. it’s not beneficial for me and there is nothing gained from acting like an ass. mistakes are lessons and i am well-versed, trust me. i just need to watch my actions and really adjust to better suit myself and to avoid future troubles. with that said, i think i’m serious about remaining sober for a while. i did a seven-day-sober the first week of the year (kinda), so this should be easy. oh, not to mention, i haven’t smoked in over a week and i don’t even have a desire to, really. it’s easy. blah blah blah. no one’s gonna read this.
i just sorted through my entire itunes library. there isn’t a single ‘track 2’ or ‘unknown album/artist’ (unless, of course, it’s a mix from soundcloud or something), and there are only about five album covers missing - which coincide with the aforementioned mixes. i feel brand new every time i do this and it pushes me to explore more music. i have 1929 songs and i listen to only a handful. looks like the next few weeks are gonna be good.
… it’s just one of my favourite things ever. especially this season. “with the louboutins, though!?” haha. i’m out of it.
thank you, based god. you can fuck my bitch, based god. fuck dora.
whoever said “being nice to someone you don’t like isn’t being two-faced, it’s called growing up” is a stupid. it’s extremely fake. if you don’t like someone or something, you won’t surround yourself with them/it. cordial is one thing. nice is another. moving out of the way for a person and joking around about how you two are always bumping into each other are two completely different things. say what you mean, mean what you say, stand behind your actions and words.
people.
“i’m gonna ask you a deep question: what’s your deepest fear?”
for starters, that question makes no sense whatsoever. secondly, putting ‘deep’ in your question doesn’t make the question deep. lastly, any question you can answer in one word - or sentence - without even a little desire to further elaborate isn’t worth mention. if you asked me my deepest fear, i would tell you it was you then swiftly get the fuck out of dodge.
this has been a post.
chill out, nigga. tumblr fame is nothing in the real world.
… not gonna lie.
